Damn! 2009

Crap,

So I definitely haven't kept that once a week thing. I doubted I would, but at least I came back to you blog!

A lot has happened... Man. I don't think I'm gonna be able to sum it all up, but I'll see. Dating scenes suck. I managed to piss off Pixie enough that she's outta the picture. Kind of mixed feelings about that. She's a good girl, just not the one for me, so its better this way I'd think. The accountant turned out to be a deadpan as well, and I'm cutting myself off from pursuing that in anyway. I really need to try to focus on me, and stop trying to find any sort of relief from this... whatever it is in this damn state.

Speaking of States... I think I've made up my mind on California. I really did fall in love with San Francisco while I was there, and I really want to make a go of it in that city. Even if I'm selling all I own, and living in some hovel, it's worth it to me. I really want to try to follow this idea I've had in my head for a while about not necessarily going after the life I think I should lead, and try to go after the life I want to lead.

Working out is somewhat sporadic, but I am noticing I like doing it, and hopefully I'll be able to keep at it. Kind of hard to fall asleep most nights, so I'm gonna try to just wake up uber early and force myself into a early sleep pattern via exhaustion. We'll see how it goes -- I'm attempting 6.15 tomorrow so I can at least Cardio for 30 minutes and take a shower. Who knows...

Work is kind of good too. Lots of hours, which is definitely a plus. Gonna be close to actually having 20-25 at the college gig, and an awful lot of client plans have been coming up. Hopefully I'll actually stick to the guns and not fuck it up like some hair brained twat.

House is slow going... Got the carpet up, and dammit I'll get that fucker painted one of these weekends. I just need to plan the damn day for it. Tough to find the motivation for that one, but I know I need to move back into the hole if I'm gonna be able to save any sort of cash. Bugger that.

Well... At least I was able to post a little bit of a blog. We'll see how I feel as the week keeps on going.

Oh, and New President in the Country. That'll make taxes interesting, plus Limbaugh is gonna be shitting bricks for a while.

Last little note I'm gonna post is that I think I'm gonna try to take up writing again. Found it relaxing back in the day, and I've got a kinda cool idea rolling around in my head for a decent story.

Well that's it for me.

Take care of yourself
~H